R-L-N

First journal on this site, and sadly it's not a happy one. I don't...have much people to talk to about this, and no one on here will read this [I think?] so it's fine I suppose. Long story short, I admitted to someone that I liked them. There wasn't a yes or no answer, but it still hurts. More so that it ended up being a friend. So now things are...awkward, despite us both saying 'we are still friends.' At least it feels like that on my end. I want that, god I do, but I don't know if I can believe in this. Maybe...this is me thinking too much. Maybe it's just me in the process of getting over something, even though this is what I expected